Let it be known...
...that the love life of Chris Coston is made up of fail and AIDS.
I pretty much just fail at women. I spent High School being myself (nice guy, shows respect for others, caring...that kinda thing), and that got me with a girlfriend who dumped me twice, two people who went on one date with me because they liked me, then somehow getting "let's be friends" from both, and some crushes that were absolutely hopeless and, when combined, wasted two years of my time in high school.
When college came around, I was tired of that. I didn't want to be that nice guy anymore. It left me empty-handed and unhappy. So, I hid that image and just cut loose by being more outgoing and just playing the field. I've gotten the same people as I did in High School: taken people, indecisive people, people that flirt and only leave me utterly confused.
The reason I was home yesterday and not at school mainly had to do with the fact that I got ditched for a date that night. I had the plan set to leave early...I was expecting it to happen.
And thus, leads me the lady of tonight: Val. Now, Val got in contact with me 3 weeks ago and said we should get together the next time I come down. She's been writing me more and said she's excited for having a good time with me. I've been eagerly awaiting today. She was gonna take her kids to the sitters, while we would be all alone watching movies.
No.
I get there at 6. Her kids are there. To make a long story short, I'm there 5 hours with her kids bouncing off the wall and her yelling at them. No intimacy of the lowest degree - one of things I've been really looking forward to the last three weeks and I leave with nothing.
I feel extremely pissed at the fact I wasted my evening, but not at the disappointment. I've grown numb to that feeling.
Simon
I pretty much just fail at women. I spent High School being myself (nice guy, shows respect for others, caring...that kinda thing), and that got me with a girlfriend who dumped me twice, two people who went on one date with me because they liked me, then somehow getting "let's be friends" from both, and some crushes that were absolutely hopeless and, when combined, wasted two years of my time in high school.
When college came around, I was tired of that. I didn't want to be that nice guy anymore. It left me empty-handed and unhappy. So, I hid that image and just cut loose by being more outgoing and just playing the field. I've gotten the same people as I did in High School: taken people, indecisive people, people that flirt and only leave me utterly confused.
The reason I was home yesterday and not at school mainly had to do with the fact that I got ditched for a date that night. I had the plan set to leave early...I was expecting it to happen.
And thus, leads me the lady of tonight: Val. Now, Val got in contact with me 3 weeks ago and said we should get together the next time I come down. She's been writing me more and said she's excited for having a good time with me. I've been eagerly awaiting today. She was gonna take her kids to the sitters, while we would be all alone watching movies.
No.
I get there at 6. Her kids are there. To make a long story short, I'm there 5 hours with her kids bouncing off the wall and her yelling at them. No intimacy of the lowest degree - one of things I've been really looking forward to the last three weeks and I leave with nothing.
I feel extremely pissed at the fact I wasted my evening, but not at the disappointment. I've grown numb to that feeling.
Simon
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