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The last time before I'm done with school.
This year's been pretty awesome, really. I wasn't too afraid I wouldn't meet new people or that people suck, but some people ran into that problem, and I do feel sorry for them. Really, though, college has been the best thing in my life since Jesus died for all that sinning I've been doing the last 6 months.
Seriously, I have become a different person since college. A few bad, borderline regrettable things, but overall, I like the new Me. It beats being the pushover I felt I was back in high school (although, a cute girl can still manage to get me to buy her a bagel with a please and batting of eyelashes, but we'll let those instances slide...). I like being opinionated and doing what I'd like to do, rather than overcomplicating matters with 'Right and Wrong'.
In actuality, I miss the old Me sometimes. I miss how high moral value dictated my actions at times. I'm still kinda the good kid in college, too, but that's only relative to Mike Lindsay. Not to say I've become a bastard who's life is run by Sex, Drugs, and Rock n' Roll. I'm just a bastard who's life has been INTRODUCED to Sex, Drugs, and Crappy Indie Music.
Really, I still have that strong moral compass that's usually more of an annoyance to others rather than me...it just gets tucked away every now and again.
Simon
This year's been pretty awesome, really. I wasn't too afraid I wouldn't meet new people or that people suck, but some people ran into that problem, and I do feel sorry for them. Really, though, college has been the best thing in my life since Jesus died for all that sinning I've been doing the last 6 months.
Seriously, I have become a different person since college. A few bad, borderline regrettable things, but overall, I like the new Me. It beats being the pushover I felt I was back in high school (although, a cute girl can still manage to get me to buy her a bagel with a please and batting of eyelashes, but we'll let those instances slide...). I like being opinionated and doing what I'd like to do, rather than overcomplicating matters with 'Right and Wrong'.
In actuality, I miss the old Me sometimes. I miss how high moral value dictated my actions at times. I'm still kinda the good kid in college, too, but that's only relative to Mike Lindsay. Not to say I've become a bastard who's life is run by Sex, Drugs, and Rock n' Roll. I'm just a bastard who's life has been INTRODUCED to Sex, Drugs, and Crappy Indie Music.
Really, I still have that strong moral compass that's usually more of an annoyance to others rather than me...it just gets tucked away every now and again.
Simon
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